Chrissy Teigen Says She Feels Like a 'Shrunken Version of Myself' and Lives Life 'Scared' in Emotional Post
“I did this log crossing a few years ago when I last came here, when I was struggling mentally. It was incredibly hard then,” she wrote. “My feet felt like they were 1,000 pounds each, my body tensed up to the point I felt like I was in a car crash after coming down.”said she thought it would be “so different” this time around, noting, “While I still struggle mentally, I thought I could make the pain go away by relaxing my body, breathing and just taking in and enjoying what I was doing.
Teigen said she “thought that since I have seen times that were so dark since the last time I did this, that I would be fearless on this god damn thing.” Instead, she wrote, “I’m still so scared.”“I don’t enjoy much outside my family, my few friends, television and crafts," Teigen continued. "I feel like a very shrunken version of myself. And I know I am meant to be big.
“... and I find myself fighting with myself all day in my brain with things I want to say, things I want to explain, but I’m just so fearful,” she continued. “I miss so many parts of myself and I hope one day I can shed some fear and accept that I will never be perfect for you guys and that is okay!!”
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